How you were from the distance, my
I stood to borrow all the blood th
of my brothers who are still throw
I knee and fold my hand to a praye
how they raise their glasses in th

My dearest mother
even though we stand on the edge,
even though I am pushed far to fal
It was never you,
so scrutinizing and judgemental th

an aching pain surfaced since I me
your eyes hold pain that only i ca
my soul burns at your connections.
may i be forgiven for letting you
i hope you lost all the things i’v

Put me to sleep, it’s your whisper
Do not move your arms around me I
Keep breathing the rhythm keeps me
Is this heaven? I can feel the pe
until awake,

My wild flower,
let me squeeze all the juice of po
My thirst is never satisfied.
My body is aching,
your thorn might ease the pain.

You are my winter love
How I hate,
That morning breeze Lazy me to l
How I love,
That fresh smell that make me snea

I’ve weeped in sadness,
all cut up with the feeling that i
I saw him drag a dust bin looking
I saw her running and hid in the s
He passed at me mumbling words wee

You don’t know the joy I feel wit
You dont see how light my spirit i
You don’t have an idea how relieve
You don’t know how nervous I get
How much I get dissappointed if y

A day and age gave me no page,
I gain and age sensing no change,
In mind of thinking that gave me n
In heart felt seasons melting no s
I travelled Afrika in bloody rive

please leave
these hands I will pretend they ne
i will pretend my eyes never saw
lord save me.
you saw an ideal woman which neve

You know what I will take that si
in this alcohol. Pour me another s
more gut to say someting. If this
lookin’ around as if I own somethi
I will make a move on that guy.. n

To my lovely dad, how I would lov
I am sorry dad for being mean,
I mean you showed me no love.
I keep false memories in my head t
I lie to my friends painting a bea

Was I born to darken the paper fo
Does this calls for luck that I h
knee down to beg for something to
Do I have to cry for someone to p
Was it destined from the begining

Was it love at my feet burning,
adoring a man in my door,
the abscence of my father made me
Will I run to or from him through
I begin to loose as I melt.

You are the perfect shade of blue,
No chance of me being through.
In your senseless mind of unsure
you left a glooming light shining
To my unshaken heart of steel

I’ve lost words to utter,
I’ve lost emotions to show,
I’ve lost strength to fight,
I lay low because of what you bri
Confused you say I’ve got a sad f

Stop now,
I think I should stop now and wai
I think I should stop
and pause for the rain.
I should stop

Oh come near me
I have sworn not to scorn
bring the light
I’ve decided not to stare
Oh what may

We’re black’n blue in bruises,
We’re grey’n white in living space
We’re red in river waters,
We’re shinier in valleys.
Paving ways in windy shores,

Make me a verse of words,
Change me to a gospel of whorshipp
Create a chapter of life,
i am an unwanted seed of a growin
to an infertile soil I am sowed,

I AM SO TIRED OF BEIN
I AM USED OF YOUR CO
USED TO, YOU PUT ME UN
YOUR HEART CARRY NO S

Cross the bridges and make me matt
I’m building walls and pulling sti
They are searching for dark areas,
and drawing lines,
Stripping us naked in mirrors.

I will bring you a plate of begini
I will serve you with a dish of do
knowingly you spit fire of lies.
I will present you with a white sh
You can step on it with your muddy

If I could die,
Let me die knowing,
As I sit here thinking,
like you let them there wondering.
When you have numbered my days,

All the clattered pictures I see,
All the shattering noise I hear,
Nobody cares but the one to be fou
They looked at me but never seen a
The pain I’m trying to hide curio