Knowing Someone I’ve Never Met
Have you ever thought you knew someone but have never met them
that you can remember?
How do I even begin..
It seems like the craziest thing to me and it is now coming back into my life again but way more intense this time.
Without sounding like a creep..
So, I have been dreaming of a person for as long as I can remember.
I have memories of this person.
I have seen their face. I know this person. But I have never met them,
in this life, that I can remember.
I have asked family about this person, describing what I know.
No one knows who I could be talking about.
I have memories of being with this person when I was a child.
I have gone through old dream journals and found times I wrote of this person. Things I forgot I had written, so long ago.
It seems like it could be some magical fairy tale but it’s not.
It’s really kind of crazy and freaks me out a bit, if I’m honest.
I’m not offended by what is happening. Whatever it is.
Maybe if I was the person being dreamt of, I would be!
Why would I keep dreaming of this person? Someone I have never met.
Am I meant to meet them?
Why would I dream of them or have memory of them with me as a child? Comforting me. Rocking me. Talking with me.
Could this be past life memories? Why has it been so strong lately?
I have seen this person in so many, but have never met the person I am looking for. I don’t even know if I am looking for them.
Maybe they are looking for me!
The feelings I have, thinking about it, recalling dreams or memories
scare me sometimes but they are oddly comforting as well.
This person feels like home to me. I can feel the most love.
Something different. Something I have not known in this life.
Just thinking of this person. But it is so far away.
It brings me to tears sometimes but I also feel
an overwhelming joy just knowing this person.
What is it about this person? I have tried to focus
all of my thoughts on them before going to bed with the hope
of inducing more revealing dreams. No luck.
Just more dreams of this person.
Faint memories of a life with this person in it.
So, where do I go from here?
This has consumed so much of my free thinking time. This person has been on my mind so much lately, dreams, memories, everything
and I have no idea why.
Maybe we will meet again. Maybe we will meet this life time.
I guess I can only hope for a chance to finally get some answers.
If I ever did see this person in passing,
I would probably not talk to them and then regret it!
So I guess it’s back to dreaming. Maybe we will find our meeting place there.
~Introverted Sage~
06.2022.11
