A flood of emotion. Just clear blood. Built up behind these walls. I’ve barricaded the doors. And held this wall together with the thoughts of my past and the memories of my demons. The...

What if... my last words were it’s not your fault

I needed love and you came flying into my life I was scared but you were still trying

Mother if you hear me I’m so sorr… Father if you hear me I’m sorry f… Brother if you hear me I haven’t… Mirror on the wall what happened t… To my friends looking for me you s…

I’ve lost it it was stolen and when I lost it I was broken Fragile pieces

I saw them standing there but they… It was all a nightmare and what I… A saw my father with his head down… He was so strong but it did more t… His whole covered with streaming…

I swallowed them down with my pain A relieving smile takes over my fa… This shall be my favorite day But others will forever hate Everything is a blur in my eyes

Unravel your words onto my heart dance in my pain and heal my scars Tear apart what hurts the most wrap me up

Why should I sit here as pretend I guess I’m sparing your feelings Because I want my life to end But it’s only your opinion I’m he… I have put your feelings before mi…

I still remember that first cut Dead center in the middle of my ar… A faded mark that’s only visible t… I still remember that first cut Last week in August first week of…

I hurt Every damn day I hurt It’s more than heart break It’s more than feeling lost