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My constant fear

I fear to feel the pain.
I hide away from those who constantly complain.
What is this world I am stuck in.
Who made these rules that are a so called sin.
The heart wants what it wants and cannot forget.
But in reality what you want  will only leave you with regret.
Why can’t I just be who i truly am inside.
Why must I lock away my wishes and dreams and hide.
Burdens weigh down heavy upon every part of me.
Because I cannot except this delusional reality.
I live behind a mask of disgrace.
Just trying to keep up with society and it’s forever unsatisfactory pace.
Maybe I don’t belong.
Maybe I am not that strong.
A world I cannot understand.
A reality of life being so bland.
Why must I conform to what I don’t believe is real.
Why can’t I just be accepted with the way I truly feel.
I just wish I could escape and be set free.
I wish I could be accepted for who I am Truly meant to be.
A crushed soul and bleeding heart.
A woman begging and pleading for a new start.

(2015)

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