The clock strikes at midnight.
I set your candle alight.
I look at photos of you.
I go back to fond memories old and
Another birthday I celebrate with

When your heart is broken apart.
The pain demands to be felt right
For you to feel the real pain,
Is absolute knowledge you need to
It’s a lesson unfortunately most h

Just leave my thoughts for one day
Just don’t leave my life and make
Your love is my poison drowning M
You should never have spoken those
You have consumed me In every way

I watch him from the corner of my
He is a curiosity my hunger needs
Every day he passes me by.
His mystery is an obsession I can
The way he licks his lips in the m

Should I believe in all you say.
Should I believe you won’t leave
My heart is no longer an open door
As to many times its been broken a
Anger hurt and lies.

I can sit for hours staring into t
My mind wondering and continues to
I get lost in another world comple
Think of him and fantasise so swee
He is my favourite escape and dist

You never leave my mind.
You are the one I always wished t
I never stopped thinking about you
I just wish you feel the same as
Was it all an illusion.

What is left if me,
Is all bare and open to see.
I’m left open with wounds so raw,
As iv been hurt too much and feels
My wounds bleed never ending.

I have never been one to follow th
I have always voiced my opinions a
I like to live in another dimensio
A world cut off from societies att
My beliefs are difficult to explai

A heart ever so true
Once was all yours and belonged s
A heart ever so fragile and rare
But you crushed it and left it in
You were the one that my heart had

Why do I feel this way.
Why can’t I make this feeling go
I feel like I should regret ever
You make me feel that being with y
You make me smile at just the thou

I always hoped my future would be
I was always in fear I’d find my
I want a life filled with magic an
A future that Involves adventure
A world where life is what I drea

One of his last words to me was to
And when I find this beach I must
Is it paradise that he was needing
To start a new and leave this old
He always knew what I needed and

The lessons I have learnt.
The bridges I have let go and bur
The many mistakes I have made.
The the things that keep me afraid
My world I took for granted.

The truth is what I have been try
All this time has past but still a
It always was always will be you.
You were the only one who ever mad
I tried so hard to block you out o

He gazes into my eyes.
He pays attention to my lustful cr
He touches me and I quiver.
He kisses Me in ways that I shive
His fingers touch my skin.

I often wonder off into my deepest
I dream of a beautiful soul so pur
I imagine a life with dreams never
A life where I can stop pretendin
Imagine I didn’t follow society.

Why don’t you always listen to the
I wish the compass of my thoughts
Could direct me to make you hear w
What I think and the actions that
are a game completely out of play.

You will be forever In my heart
Even though you are gone and we ha
I never thought the day would come
My heart is broken but i suppose t
All memories of you are just not e

Who I am you will never see
As I prefer to remain a mystery.
All you think you know and desire
Is not the truth you speak and mak
I am the one who will challenge yo

Some day soon I will be stronger.
Some day soon my my fortunes will
One of these days I will have the
One of these days my life’s purpos
At some point my soul will be pure

Where did it all go so wrong.
We were both waiting for this mome
The loss I have to feel.
This was never meant to be part of
Thinking of you with another.

Life opens like a rare flower.
Life demands you to challenge your
A journey into bitter sweet myster
Memories made that will create his
An inspiring venture to embrace.

A pause from what is real.
Allowing Myself to just feel.
Living in the moment with you.
Discovering a fantasy I never kne
Forgetting reality for a short whi

I am yours why can you not see.
My heart bleeds for you to set it
My heart beats only for you.
You make my life worth all it goes
You bring something that makes me

Deep in the dark of the night
I see a bright shining awakening l
It’s shining brighter Than the ot
As I gaze deeper into the night
I get completely lost in its sight

Destiny is the bridge you build to
It’s your beautiful gift sent from
Our fate is written amongst the st
Eventually we will forget all our
Life is an everlasting adventure.

You challenge my thoughts all day.
You take my mind to another place
You are like an addiction to me.
A craving so consuming I just can
I want to hold you.

When I feel lonely I long to talk
When I feel lost or confused I mi
I miss you more than I could expl
Losing my person is driving me ins
Without you I am alone with my ev

I feel so lost inside.
A sadness I try so hard to hide.
Stuck in a world where I don’t be
A life where I can’t decide what
A new experience I need to explor

I’m stuck in an illusion.
A world which is filled by another
A life filled with doubt.
A heart bleeding and begging to be
A confusion so hard to figure out.

I think about heaven and the other
I think about all the hopes and dr
The shining warm sun.
The reality from which I run.
The sweetest moment I recall.

You came back to me.
After many years of setting you fr
You tell me that you wish we never
You want to take us back to the st
How do you expect me to welcome yo

I promise to always do my best.
I promise to always put you above
I swear ill never intentionally hu
I swear ill to cherish our love an
A promise i make you will never be

I once had you, my muse, that memo
You were the man who completely ma
Your every word spoken played on m
A person I thought i was destined
You have always been my favourite

A perfect warm summers night.
The sky lit up with stars shining
The Rhythm of the sultry music in
As our eyes gaze and we got lost i
Our Hips moving closer and close