Fuck You
to the love of my life at the moment...lol
Nights getting lonelier, the love of another has disappeared
Vanished into thin air, your voice is too much to bear
A jab at the heart, trying to make us feel alive again
You walked away slowly, and you never looked back
A firm claim of love, you know nothing of
The convenience of lust, i keep signing your petition
Heaviness in the chest, it sinks lower with every forwarded call
Trying to get a grip of what seems to be the last of us
I cry ; you sleep
I miss you; you eat
I try; you don’t care
I’m here; You are there...
When you lay in bed do you think of me
You knock me out gasping for air
Ripping my heart out seems less painless than loving you.
Sick to my stomach, knowing i have lost you
I’m craving your attention, you know it and ignore it
Why keep holding on to me, let me go
When you’re having bad days, i can’t make you happy
I sit and sit, waiting for your response
Its like I’m talking to a wall
You can’t kiss me without your tongue
You can’t hold me without searching for more
You can’t love me, you just fuck me.
I live everyday to love you
but it seems as though you wanted more
As you leave faintly and gradually out of my life
all i have to say to you is
fuck you.
(2014)
There is a difference between love and lust.
