You are always around
I’m never alone
Surrounding my body
When nobody is home
Making me feel

You grip my heart in your hands
My blood spilling over the white c
Squeezing until I beg for death
Yet you make me suffer in this hel
Your chilling laugh eats at my min

Sadness
Hopeless
Broken
Bruised
You tell me you know

I never thought
I never dreamed
Is what you say
Really what it seems
You make the effort

Beaten, battered, bruised.
I am broken.
When someone chooses to push Hump
They don’t stick around to see if
I have been pushed and I am falli

Where were you.
In my darkest days.
When I thought nothing was ok.
Going through the motions,
Living day to day was a struggle.

Only you can bring this rage
This inner monster saved
For you and only you
Able to irritate me in ways I nev
My demons were born the day you en

When did you insert your claws int
My lonely beating heart imprisoned
Knocked around until I can’t take
Yet still I am your slave
I can’t shake this new development

Sometimes I think to myself:
What is wrong with me?
Then I reiterate and ask:
What is wrong with the world?
When I was young I was considered

Laying in my casket
Looking down from above
Watching all the people
With whom I shared my love
I never realized

Switching sides
Like a two faced coin
Teetering on the edge
Decisions un joined
Portraying one thing

What’s the point
When your all alone
Nobody there to love you
Not even in your home
Sometimes I feel

What once was mine,
And completely whole.
Now wanders away,
Devastatingly alone.
But t creeps back,

Buried deep inside
Hidden from view
Walls towering so high
With no way through
Then you came along

You think I am strong butI’m not.
I’m just a broken scared girl tryi
You tell me I’m this
And you tell me in that
But I know the difference

Creating doubt
Creating lies
Fashioning secrets
What more do I despise
I guess I should thank you

I love you
It doesn’t have any meaning anymor
Kids these days are out in the str
Selling their bodies to everyone t
Because they don’t realize the ama

People say that being different is
I disagree
Being normal is the abnormal
Because when your normal you fade
You don’t push yourself to be diff

One day I found a cookie,
And then it ran away.
It just up and left me,
It didn’t want to stay.
That cookie was so perfect,

All you need is a spark
And then the flame ignites
Somedays it’s almost dead
Somedays it’s burning bright
In order to feed the flame

Would you look at her
Such beauty hidden inside
But nobody wants to look at her
Not when you have this one just be
You see this one wears makeup

Closer and closer every day
Until I say something
Then it melts away
Learning to control
My ability to talk

Fallen from grace
An angel inside
Screaming for freedom
With no place to hide
Slowly falling

I am most beautiful where it matte
On the inside
If you don’t want that in your lif
Why should I waste my precious te
I loved life before you

What is love?
Love is the feeling of home
Knowing it will always be there.
Love is being together
Knowing that what is mine is yours

Played like a fool
I turned a blind eye
Blocked by my affection
I didn’t see the lie
But as we all know

Heart black as death
Laugh cold as night
Holding me hostage
In your torturous might
Grasping my final breath

Death and decay follow me,
Like a shadow I cannot escape.
I hear the screams of the fallen,
In my dreams,
How I wish I could wake.

Tear me apart until I am only a s
My self mutilation is my own perso
Trying to sustain a normal exterio
When internally battling the infer
My best friend beside me

Mommy.
You were the first person who held
You woke up in the night when I w
You let me share your bed when I
Daddy.

Continuing to play
Not knowing the game
Lost souls withering away
Causing nothing but pain
Pretending to want me

I find her on the floor
Bloodied and broken
I fall to my knees
Wondering why
It was never meant to be this way

Her screams pierce the night
As he ravages her soul
Under the shattered streetlight
If only it would glow
Blended in the shadows

A double-edged blade in my conscie
Of battle and freedom,
Of death and loss.
I fight for my country,
When they fight for theirs,

Can you see
A shadow in the dark
The monsters lurking
Waiting to tear you apart
The blood of their latest victim

Rip my soul to shreds
You claws so sharp
My blood glistens on the edge
Don’t understand my pain
Caused by your selfish needs