You have no idea
You have no idea what it feels like to want something so bad that it kills you inside.
Literally tears you open, and eats at you and eats at you,
until you’re less than what you used to be.
You have no idea what it feels like to hate the only person to whom you can actually relate; yourself.
And this hatred, as sharp as a rigid blade, digs deeper and deeper into
whatever it is that holds you together, until you’re now something known as “what was”.
You have no idea what it feels like to not look forward to tomorrow,
to not give even a thought towards the yesterdays, let alone a today.
And all you can breathe is emptiness, which in the end, will make no difference whatsoever.
You have no idea.
(2005)
