change
Fresh start, distraught on depart
Clear head, though an issue was said
Heart drops, wise person, no props
Negative person they say? Should have seen me yesterday,
When emotions were high, sanity? Goodbye
Though an answer came through my head, and laughter fell instead
Change began; I lost my ways, though only repeat happens today.
Shame, grief, of a head strong pawn, weaving her way through this rose is a thorn
Again it sweeps back again, my shame, my misery, my whole life’s end.
To do? What so? Am I who I present? Is it me or my sex you resent?
This body is bubbly, though wants to hide... All she feels is pain inside
Understood? Not once, no ears for me, open up so you can see
There is no reason, this is me, this is a real woman not what you think I should be.
Opinions? Yes, problems too, but at the end of the day, so do you
I try, you test it, I fail, you detest it
I have been hurt, many a time, so needn’t worry about me, it’s always been a climb
I disagree with you, I never believe what you say, and I’ll add that you don’t either, if I may.
So it’s not just me, I’ve tried and you know, so we will start fresh, and remember, “You harvest what you sew”
(2013)
