Alizar 5/28/21
Can't remember the end ad can't recall why I named it, but it sounds finished.
I don’t know what it is
Feeling drawn to what I cannot see
But feeling like my chest is going to burst forth
with inspiration, passion, wonder
This is not where I’m supposed to be
There is something far out calling
A pulling, a rope made of air
and i’m tired of thinking
I just want to feel the direction
and go there
to know deep inside and be lead
But my arrow is invisible
and my mind and heart constantly stirring up
“Go”,"Go"... You already know, so go
But she’s afraid
The little me
She’s afraid that it’s an illusion
an intruding of the enemy
playing tricks on her mind
feeling absurdity inside
She retreats
she hides
she cries
she’s dead but she’s alive
hoping to be revived
to a full life.
