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The thickness of the air is consuming me suffocating and leaving me damaged by what weighs me down.
I try to keep my head above the fog, but I feel I am failing to do so and losing myself in the mist.
I am not sure how to overcome what has become of my soul the darkens it bares from the lack of light.
I let others in to deep, so that their thoughts and words cut me deeply and leave bleeding inside.
People do not understand these wounds that I bare, how deep they go, solutions seem easy to some.
How can I be the man I need to be for myself, when I am being portrayed as something far from good.
I feel I stepped through attempting to help others and do what is right and I fail to meet expectations.
This idea of who I am is blurred in the reality of what I feel, I am losing my strength is all of this.
I leave myself praying that God can recover me from this darkness that blinds me in today’s world.
Please oh gracious God.
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