Self Played
Self played–
Do I miss you
probably not,
do I need you
probably don’t,
do I love you more then life.
Which is why I waste my time.
I sit and think what life brings next
the feelings of pain neglect and reject running through my mind. Empty in the thought of love.
What you said you wanted thought it was us.
Reminiscing in the past good or bad
missing what was, searching for what wasn’t.
Steady pacing back and forth racing through my mind, the thought of you or what you wasn’t.
My image of perfection was just a perception of what i wanted as a wife.
When I see you it’s how I know I’m missing the thought of you or what I thought you were.
Playing my mind because I know you’ll never be the one.
At the end of the day your still all I want.
Self played-
(2013)
