Her Heartbeat.
For my daughter Summer Rose Nicolaou, may you Rest In Peace - 18th December 2008.
As I walk through the valley of heartbreak,
Screams and cries I hear,
I look around, every smile is fake,
Never being able to escape I fear.
As I look to the sky, raindrops hide my tears,
No sunshine, just stormy weather,
Surrounding me is all my greatest fears,
“Please let me escape!” never...
Completely alone surrounded by millions,
Running towards nothing to no-where,
Confused about myself, confused about my feelings,
I find a friendly face, “Why do you stare?”.
As I get closer, this person has no face,
Alone and empty again,
The people disappear with-out a trace,
All I wanted was a friend.
Running down a hallway full of doors,
I stop to look, the handle falls off,
The walls are closing in, where are the floors?
I have had ENOUGH!
I find a garden and run into a lake,
I see her but there is no sound,
I cannot reach her face, FOR F*CK SAKE!
I fall to the ground.
I wake up in a sweat, full of tears,
It was only a bad dream,
That reminded me of my fears,
Inside my head is only screams.
Why can I not reach her?
Why can it not be real?
I will never stop, NEVER!
Until my daughters heart-beat I feel.
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