lost in love is were my life currently lives. My heart is in love with old memories of my husband to be. His strong arms. With such loving gentle ways. A smile that could make the world stop spinning, don’t get me wrong he was no weak one. But one  thing indeed he loved his wife to be.

We lost our way in the great Strom, that took our babies life. We was in darkness, with no light in sight.
God helped us find our way back to the light.Both still in love with the other. And yet Both to scared to love the each other. I still see and feel the same man I fell in love with all those years ago, with just a few minor adjustments. 

I have my moments were I wonder, if he loves me. Can he with my few minor adjustments
I can feel this man’s soul, it all says yes he does but when the words come out they sound so much different than before.  his words are full of fear of losing me.
How do I get him to see I have the exact same fears inside me?
Karri sue Sandfort