Broken patterns
I wish she could see the person she could be if she worked through all her narcissistic tendencies it’s not her fault she’s not the one to blame. It was the ones before her who filled her with Shame. It wasn’t right, nor was it fair for them to fill her life with such despair. She tried her best I know she did but I wish she knew I was just a kid, young herself and all alone, wishing and longing for a loving home two babies to raise, confused and lost only to receive the cold shoulder, her heart turned to frost, trusting no one not even her self, overwhelmed with emotions, putting her needs on a shelf. I know she struggled. I know it was hard, but I wish these patterns didn’t leave such a big scar. She taught me a lot about what not to be to not inherit these narcissistic tendencies I forgive her for she’s not the one to blame. I won’t be like her in the slightest filling my child with shame.
K.M.
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