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miscommunication

to my best friend- Keenan gabriel

An unfamiliar warmth blossoms in my chest
Its hard to speak the words that will put your heart at rest
Its hard to shatter the perfection of what we have
It’s hard to tear apart all I know, but this feeling
Turns dark and sad

I’m afraid I’m not getting the message your hearts trying to send
If it’s me that you want…there’s no-one holding you from grabbing it by the head…your calls going to voice mail…because your being way to vague…if its me that you want, then why are we playing this game?

My heart constricts
Do you feel like this?
I know you can’t belong to me
But tell me so, if you feel this intensity

The pains stabs at me, I don’t long to feel your lips
As much as I long to be more than this
This pain, dark and bitter
I wish I could throw caution to the wind
And make you see what you’ve been missing

But who am I kidding?
I don’t know if you love me
If you even feel this pain
I don’t know if you wish you could hold me
And love me as more than a friend

I don’t know if you want “this”
Or if I’m stuck in the “friend zone”
I don’t if my laugh makes you fall more in love
Or if it reminds you that your doing wrong

I don’t know if you love me back
I cant afford to hope
Your perfection in my eyes
But if I’m just your friend
I can’t expect you to catch my fall

I’m not getting the message your hearts trying to send
Try leaving a voice mail, so I can hear your voice again
You’re not getting through, could you be a little clearer?
And if you happen to feel the same…then please be the one
To personally deliver

(2015)

this poem was written recently and is just a glimpse of what is happening in reality. i wrote this because i get this feeling-this gut feeling that my friend feels the same way and doesn't want to admit it. this is a message in a way. one im not sure i'll send or if im ready too

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