The dreams of a young girl
To the one that broke my heart but kept it still breathing Keenan gabriel
the dreams of a young girl flash before my eyes
You and I. So happy, so in love.
These dreams I promised myself to never have
But looking into your eyes. I could no longer live by such a lie
My dreams of having something so simple have been broken
My perception of you have become so warped, I’m afraid you’ l never look the same in my eyes
My heart lay shattered with the simple picture of a love unrequited
But that is not what stole my very essence changing me
It is the fact that you lied about ever really loving me
My sweet illusions of love have somehow come unglued
And the trust that I had based every confession on
Slowly disappears. Honestly never have I felt so used
My innocent dreams of having a happy end
The slight hope that you could ever love me back
This was all I lie that sadly I cannot take back
You had said you’d
given me what I am wanted
But just not like this, not like some charity case
Not when I could never really have you
Not for you just leave me anyway
the dreams of a young girl fade as I see the truth behind the illusion you’ve created
I just wish that reality didn’t have to rob me of the air I breathe
Just for one weak moment I wish I could change what was to what could be
But no that is just the young girl I left behind, tying to recover lost dreams
(2015)
This was written for my best friend who hurt me so much by his lies and uncertainty,
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