Fatal Questions
to society
Why is the only word that crosses my mind.
Why me?
Why do I have to live?
Why aren’t I loved?
Why aren’t I appreciated?
Why was it me that God chose to make life so miserable?
Why can’t I fit in?
Why? Just why?
I try my best to fit in.
I try my best to cut off pieces from my body so I can fit into the puzzle of acceptance.
I try my best to love others, but all they do is break me.
I try my best to keep living, but it’s just not working out.
I try, and try, but at this point it just doesn’t matter.
At this point I might as well give up.
Might as well stop trying.
Why, you might ask.
Well, because if I went off and never came back, maybe you’d start to question why.
Why did she do that to herself?
Why did she hurt herself?
Why was she in so much pain?
Then, hopefully you will all find the answer to why.
just to answer any potential questions yes, i do battle with depression and do face suicidal thoughts. but i absolutely do not encourage suicide at any cost! i dearly advice if you are having suicidal thoughts to talk to someone. wether it be a friend, teacher, etc. Or please contact 1 (800) 273 8255.
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