My thoughts are no longer coherant,
Strange thoughts terrorise and wont leave me be,
Eyes watching, judging and making their plans,
To destroy and desecrate me.
I hear their whispers and witness the stares,
Look here comes the local train wreck,
She’s entertainment if nothing else,
When there’s carnage you all rubberneck.
I know you’re plotting to take every last bit,
And when i hear your lies i get so annoyed,
The drugs are affecting and changing your brain,
You’re fucked up, delusional paranoid.
Never ending torment tortures my soul,
creating a perverted version of me,
No longer livimg merely exist,
Nothing survives of who i used to be