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Waiting On The Clock To Decide
Verse 1: I bring it on myself, I seem to be the cause, of staring at the mirror and pointing out my flaws. It ain’t easy to forget some of the things that I’ve done, and I don’t want to regret it all, I’ve tried to find me but I’m gone.
Verse 2:I play it in my head, what’s happened every day. Has it changed me for the better, am I learning from mistakes. I will say that I’m lost, but won’t blame it on my actions. Is mercy what you want? Are you waiting for that reaction?
Chorus: I can’t help but change when I want to stay the same, when I want people to watch and say “she knows how to play the game” I can’t help but lose everything I’ve had to choose, cause one way or another I’m collapsing like no other. They judge, I hide, forgive, I lie, I can’t be stable in this mind. You lose, and find yourself in time, and I’m waiting on the clock to decide.
Verse 3: I want to say I’ve come far, I want to prove the people wrong. Announce I’m a better person, I went off track but not for long. You can watch the steps I take, judge decisions that I make, I try to make myself be better but they’re seeing me as fake.
Chorus: I can’t help but change when I want to stay the same, when I want people to watch and say “she know’s how to play the game” I can’t help but lose everything I’ve had to choose, cause one way or another I’m collapsing like no other. They judge, I hide, forgive, I lie, I can’t be stable in this mind. You lose and find yourself in time, and I’m waiting on the clock to decide.
Bridge: They think they know me, but I don’t even know me, I want someone to show me, define me, remind me. It’s all fading slowly, everything I had that held me to be, who I’ve always wanted to be.
Chorus: I can’t help but change when I want to stay the same, when I want people to watch and say “she know’s how to play the game” I can’t help but lose everything I’ve had to choose, cause one way or another I’m collapsing like no other. They judge, I hide, forgive, I lie, I can’t be stable in this mind. You lose and find yourself in time, and I’m waiting on the clock to decide.
