Vivid Pain
By: © KNiccole
Vivid Pain
I see your pain so vividly, I can feel it
You are immune to it
Body breaking down
Punctured holes in your arms from what you thought was love
You are addicted to it
The numbness of your high is a quick fix
Blindsided to the realness
Hell could never be so high definition
Until you look around and see the real vision
The Love you thought you had has vanished
Close ties cut and tarnished
Nothing left to do
No one to run too
I see your Pain so vividly
You are cold to touch dead but alive
Invisible to yourself
I feel your pain so vividly
Tears crack the dryness of your skin
Screams from deep within but who are
You, Frustrated Nobody hears you,
I hear your pain so vividly
Slipping way piece by piece
One breath at a time
You failed, Pain has won
Your life is gone
Gone away from humanity
You let this messed up world grab a hold of your sanity
Materialistically the world we live in doesn’t make sense
So you make sense of the uncommon sense and kill yourself mentally
Vividly and painfully parts of your soul is whispering away
The numbness of your high is permanently, permanently scarred
You slip away into the light
But really its dark
Left to decompose
No purpose or meaning left to exist
You saw the hardships of life vividly
But no one felt the pain
The pain you displayed so vividly
(2014)
Wrote this poem in the beginning of my journey in poetry, but I just added a few twist and turns
