(2014)
I spend all my time Fighting with you In my head If we fought At least it would be
I’m watching a woman in a bikini In great shape with a swollen bell… Play with her puppy named Gatsby A Hispanic family comes The little girl dips her feet in
Love is sincere Sincerely Wanting to connect Love makes you crazy Insanity that makes you fly
A joke Lost in Translation You will Never
I told everyone About you The ugly beast Inside of me You can’t hide
I wallow in my sadness As it pools up It has not swallowed me Who floats above its surface This surface
What if one day I wasn’t there for you? And you were left needing me If I wasn’t there When you woke up
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
Didn’t they know that people cared? That they were loved? Why didn’t someone tell them?
If I was in a beauty pageant My talent would be 'Lefty who writes upside-down’ Beside the contestant Who burps her ABC’s
The pressure inside Is building It comes out through my eyes I stop up the tears It comes out through my nose
Itchy It has to come off Nerves Makes me pick His look
A noisy restaurant Listen Focus Beyond the dishes The music
I struggle to Keep it together Maxims and mottoes On repeat In my mind
Why can’t I choose to be somewhere in the middle? Surrounded by extremes Measure everything With a grain of salt