(2015)
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
Left on a leash Is no way to live He disappeared I like to imagine He’s running in a field
Does the world need Another book? Another poem? I add one more to the pile To be left alone
I do not enjoy roller coasters I am not chicken But they say You just have to try it! So I do
A noisy restaurant Listen Focus Beyond the dishes The music
By nature high-strung But I thought I was strong If not physically, emotionally For things to roll off my back Be mature and take the high road
I look away Afraid to see Flicker of nerves In their eye A clench
I am unique In so many ways But while variety excites What we look for Is our common thread
The pressure inside Is building It comes out through my eyes I stop up the tears It comes out through my nose
Your pain is far away I hear it But I do not feel it Move closer Let me know you’re here to stay
I cannot divide My heart Into four pieces Equally Geometrically
I will be Forever in debt To my mother Any gift Would come up short
Down to earth I am but of dust Dust particles I see floating in the air Carbon molecules
Blonde eyes To match her hair Life is mean She counts her blessings Hopes for the best
Have you ever felt A hole inside of you Something dead inside Where your heart Is supposed to be?