(2014)
How can I write how I feel When what I feel is nothing? How can I tell you what I need, What is wrong? When what is wrong
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection
¿Te fue mal el día? Me va mal también a mi Dos vidas entretejidas Irrevocablemente Te cargo a ti encima
The ugliest shade Of green We envy The car The job
The teenage rebels All fall in line Be they hippies Goths, rockers or skaters Moving from one mould
The human heart ...leaps and jumps ...races and sings ...sighs and groans The treacherous heart can
If I was in a beauty pageant My talent would be 'Lefty who writes upside-down’ Beside the contestant Who burps her ABC’s
Scratchy plaid blanket Red with yellow stripes Hot and itchy underneath Claustrophobia strikes Purple and blue prisms
Some I like to share Fresh out of the oven Don’t let it get cold That’s why I wrote it Emotions in that moment
Life is good A little luxury A cup of coffee Served with toast Consumed lazily
Long and slender Her every movement Deliberate and graceful Composed as She listens quietly
I know it’s for the best But it still hurts Hearing mothers complain For what I would give anything fo… My husband says no
I can feel it coming Decisions I can’t make Brain starts to freeze Fingers won’t work Sick of this disease
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
Strong hands Hold me down To the bed I say to them I have to go