(2014)
I cannot apologize For writing what I feel inside If it is hard to read It is harder to live I will understand
My sister’s cookies Chocolate chip Got my nephew to Say her name For the first time
I am a consumer Female Twenties I buy Cheap clothes and lattes
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
Antisocial tendencies Amplified by sickness I can people watch Yet I can’t people talk I am lonely
If food is poetry The flavors The smells Singing in harmony Is poetry food?
Your pain is far away I hear it But I do not feel it Move closer Let me know you’re here to stay
How can I write how I feel When what I feel is nothing? How can I tell you what I need, What is wrong? When what is wrong
By nature high-strung But I thought I was strong If not physically, emotionally For things to roll off my back Be mature and take the high road
We Are me and you Together Two hearts Two minds
A conversation With a true friend Leaves your life richer Maybe with a laugh A smile on your face
I feel like crap Most days I have a lot going my way I am loved I can smile
The pressure inside Is building It comes out through my eyes I stop up the tears It comes out through my nose
Clinical smells Polite strangers The only thing worse Than being here Is to not be able
Left on a leash Is no way to live He disappeared I like to imagine He’s running in a field