(2011)
Baby, Baby, Can’t you see, that you and me were meant to be, Baby, Baby,
When you walked out that door, I cried, You don’t know how hard I tried, to be who you wanted me to be, to be the girl you wanted to see,
Come to me oh harbringer of Death, Take me away with you
I gaze at you with tears in my eye… through that betraying window of darkness that swallows the whole of my heart
Alone I lay, Thinking of how my life could end, At the pull of a trigger, At the many pills taken, At the very edge of a blade,
Baby, Can’t you see? That I can’t live without you? Baby,
How often I think of you and wish that you were here beside me. How often I pray that you would come back
As the sun rises, we walk along the moon chilled sand, the water washing
I lay here, alone without you near, feeling confused at your wordless rejection, I lay bereft
I gaze up at you with passion filled eyes our gazes lock and desire flares to life in a burning flame
When I think of you, its like the moon knows just how i feel, It brightens to light up the lonely night sky,
I lay awake unable to sleep as memories of what we once were run rampant through my restless mi… No matter how much I try to escap…
I look at myself in the mirror and all I see is the missing part of my soul. You took with you that one vital part of myself
The sun sets on my shattered heart… And I lay here alone, Trapped within this darkened obliv… Shackled by my own loneliness, That you so carelessly bestowed up…
I sit on the empty hill thinking back on the good times we had in our short time together wishing I could take everything