I gaze at you with tears in my eye… through that betraying window of darkness that swallows the whole of my heart

When you walked out that door, I cried, You don’t know how hard I tried, to be who you wanted me to be, to be the girl you wanted to see,

The sun sets on my shattered heart… And I lay here alone, Trapped within this darkened obliv… Shackled by my own loneliness, That you so carelessly bestowed up…

I lay awake unable to sleep as memories of what we once were run rampant through my restless mi… No matter how much I try to escap…

I lay here, alone without you near, feeling confused at your wordless rejection, I lay bereft

I sit on the empty hill thinking back on the good times we had in our short time together wishing I could take everything

Baby, Can’t you see? That I can’t live without you? Baby,

I look at myself in the mirror and all I see is the missing part of my soul. You took with you that one vital part of myself

As the sun rises, we walk along the moon chilled sand, the water washing

Lost somewhere alone with my sad s… The only things running through my… Is what I did to deserve such sha… Such broken dreams? How can you do this to me?

The Blood of my life flows from my veins in never ending streams, I watch the life flow from my aching

Alone I lay, Thinking of how my life could end, At the pull of a trigger, At the many pills taken, At the very edge of a blade,

When I think of you, its like the moon knows just how i feel, It brightens to light up the lonely night sky,