He fooled me
To all woman you are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream
You came into my life
You promised me heaven and earth
sky and moon
Love and care
To make me your wife and the mother of your kids
That you will turn my dreams into reality
That you will turn winter into summer
But that was a lie
You turned my days dark
My night into nightmares
You cut me off before I have finished speaking
You finish my sentences for me
You made my life horrible and scary
You control my every move
What to wear
How to eat
You answer to my problems before I told you what they are
How to speak and how to act
I remember that day
On my birthday
Do you?
When you came home and beat me up
I was pregnant, carrying your twins
You called me names
You beat me like I was a rock
Then the was blood all over the room
You told me not to cry non to scream
There I was dying inside
Losing my babies
But I couldnt cry out
Because of you
You told me to keep it as a secret
Not to tell anyone
You blamed me
You told me I was useless
That I am not a woman enough
That I have failed to be a mom
That I will never be a mom how it was my fault that I lost his kids
I regret the day I met you
You took my voice now i want it back
You took my power now i need them back
You took my my goals now I want my hope back
And for that I am leaving you
You must know that I am extraordinary patient provided I get my own way in th end
(2014)
Happiness is when you think what you say and what you do are in harmony
