Wondering in thought of where to go.
While my days go by rather slow.
As I sit and put myself back at the start.
She kept my heart from falling apart.
Now that she is gone I don’t know what to do.
The subject has kept me oh so blue.
All I wanted was for my life to change.
And I know I might seem slightly strange.
Life has become too much for me to bare.
I got punished for a love and an attempt of care.
I have never been close to killing my self in bed.
Since the day we got caught and I lost my head.