45$ in my pocket and nothing but time for my age. I have time to think about what I should do in the future while still trying to understand the thoughts of my past. I have an interesting perspective that can change by one syllable that comes out of somebody’s mouth and my own. Well at the moment i see everything as this enormous jigsaw puzzle. that i doubt i will finish in my life time and the next. do i mind that i will not finish? no. but there are certain pieces to this puzzle i am going to finish before my life ends on this earth. there are 3 things. 1. Love. 2. reactions. 3. happiness. why these 3 things? because happiness comes n different shapes in sizes for everybody. reactions are what make people feel a certain way because of something. and love because it is the key to everything in life. i believe i have cared for people. shown affection to some. but until this year i had never seen myself truly love somebody. i also believe the word love is widely over used. by people who wish to feel it but haven’t found it because they haven’t stopped looking. the less love you look for the more that will come. it will come when you least expect it. and leave before you had your hands all the way around it. love is tricky. but love is for everybody. but when you stop fighting love and embrace it.... is the day you will know that you have fallen i love. do i know this for sure? no not exactly. i haven’t finished that piece of the puzzle. but i am pretty sure i am on the right track to finishing it.