Your first mistake was in seeing only the surroundings, not the soul.
Your second mistake was in thinking yourself superior to her.
Your third mistake was in treating her as though you were superior to her.
Your fourth mistake was in throwing her away.

Her first mistake was in not walking away from you that first meeting
Her second mistake was in looking for your soul despite your surroundings.
Her third mistake was in loving you enough to treat you better.
Her fourth mistake was in allowing herself to believe anything that has happened was her fault.

She handled the pain badly and acted out, but no more. She will pick herself up, and though she will have deep scars, she will heal. She will have her life back, and one day you will be but a bittersweet memory. She will be better, stronger.

God gave you a gift. You didn’t appreciate it. You broke it, You spit on it and threw it away. Don’t expect to find another as precious as the one He sent.
Don’t expect to find her.