Everything to me
Nothing left to do
Nothing is a hollow hole
A hollow soul
Empty
Drained
Wanting to feel is yearning for nothing there
Heart beats
Echoes of emptiness throughout your body and soul
Sharpness tingles at your finger tips
This will do
This high will pass me by
The thin sharped edge of happiness
Rips ever so gently at the surface
Ruby red blood bubbles out from underneath
You feel finally
More and more slits
Better now?
No I feel like I am really nothing
Looking at the destruction of my own will
What kind of life is this?
Hurting to feel pain is my addiction
I know no other way
Feelings destroy me, but feeling make me whole
This war within me, is killing me
My soul is slowing dying
It cannot take much longer of this suffering
Constantly putting up with me
I can’t put up with me
Dying would be my best bet
I want to lie down and just be gone forever
Because I hate myself too
Feelings are nothing, if there is nothing to feel
Pain show me the way
I want to walk blindly into the darkness
Until you come save me
I will wait
Wrote this just last night!
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