Poisoned fruit
My spirit dwindles
The fire bird in me is gone
The rough waters have taken it down
My whole body is sinking into its self
My heart is beating faster as it is getting smaller
My brain is slowly draining and thinking
I try to feel the surface around me
I wanna live
But my mind and spirit are making me die
Heaving and panting like a wild animal
My eyes bulged and bewildered
I cannot seem to let go of those evil words
You told me forever
Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would become this mad
I’m like a sick animal
No one helps me
Lost and damaged goods
I have been jinxed my whole life
Now I am paying for it right?
Then just leave me here if that is what you want
No one wants to be with someone who is mad
Not even the animals
They know I’m poison
