an old dusty drawer full of birdsong An old dusty drawer full of birdso A haven when the axe was at your n When he created and then fed on yo Was sanctuary a degree to cold to I spent time in the cave of your c 2 2
human nature human nature is a strange thing we waste our time chasing unobtain try to control the uncontrollable instead of letting go and moving w moving past the beauty 1
your wild beast of fakery to you I’m less than derisory it seems I’m viewed as empty space a nocturnal drift to an overspill as you scream without fear or grac respect is just a word without wei 5 1
my own private opus In a world where my soul doesn’t f And all who see me in some way tak I feel like the breath from a dece Just to be sucked back down by ano Freedoms soar like a caged birds s 1
into stasis Tired resistance Slow like treacle leaves the spoon Falling into stasis The sun has risen, all energy cons Love has reached critical mass 1 1
gesticulation gone are the days of conversation erudite chats of things that confu spanners thrown into confabulation tirades minus words just bemuse its a sad sorry state of affairs 1
trickery i see your face and I hear your wo but you’re not like us its a disgu a cloak that somehow i see through where others fall tripping on your like weeds between flowers growing 1 3
the brotherhood of sable Ink splashes across a moonlit nigh Leaving an oil paintings texture Turbid, its cloudless face shines Moving silt, flourishing A flowers rest from forced growth 1
black sky falling as the fingers of time do like a naked gloveless hand willing shadows to encroach it, de that’s how we will it 1
cabbage white butterfly Cabbage white butterfly What tales could you tell Flitting here and everywhere Dancing through the air Flying around my garden 2
rage recoiled from a verbal picnic acid tongue fatigue sets in gestures replace utterance easier to mouth words unsaid 1 3
snarls I have no forgiveness in my heart just the tired soul of a vengeful who’s wings were clipped long ago and behind gritted teeth snarls chained in the garden like a guard 1
black and white photographs black and white photographs snapshots of a rare and happy time a holiday in Wales where the beaches are pebbled, a week away in a caravan 1
shadowgraphy Those shadows haunt you pearl handled pins prick, the darkest scum around your heart that petulant spot where demons wa speckled light from a broken chand 1
ive seen me through your eyes I’ve seen me through your eyes And what a threadbare tapestry I’ The milks turned sour, the embers As my ego wanders through this maz Wild animals call and devour me wh 1
oh sacred heart Oh sacred heart Don’t let me suffer Oh sacred heart Don’t forsake my dreams Oh sacred heart 2 1
despair This feeling I have is of complet This is hopelessness coupled with A wave of abject misery, falling How can I wish I wasn’t here This feeling I have of despicable 3 2
love will only break your heart lurid, it shanks the body of my re overpowering the apathy it breathe verve is gone, steps creak heavy, erstwhile lovers hang a foul effig walls covered with the rage of sil 1
heal me I have no retail value no coven of worldly wealth, just a face full of scars and a back full of lashed welts, a throat full of promises that cho 1 1
it would seem there seems no edge to this sword as it razors down to my neck, and the whistle from the wind of a gives my ears a tiny kiss, mitigate my love and hope 1
a lightening bolt to the eyeball How have I missed this I’d forgotten how beautiful you ar And I’m caught in you gaze A lightening bolt to the eyeball A thrust of electric rain 1
succour my broken outstretched wings Nurse my broken wings back to life They don’t work the way they shoul For I’ve flown too close to the m And scanned all the heavens above I’ve journeyed beyond existence 1
a twenty first to remember popped balloons taped to the front a twenty first birthday banner at a living room full with one person the low music playing won’t numb t people invited seemed to not want 1
sometimes You will never wash yourself clean You will never see daylight if you You will never win an argument if You will never see real beauty whi 1
pocket watch the psychometry of your braille po forces me to deduce from a daydrea gun shots and noise with the stenc sirens wail and grenades explode a my eyes are closed as I dwell on t 1
a death to die for beyond the cliffs and the whistlin and the sea spray and the salty ai beyond the dark clouds and their p and the rain that mingles with tea beyond the corners of a town growi 1
sorrow comes angrily sorrow rests its eager shaft in its makeshift home, my anal cav with the thrust of zeal, forth and it renders me prone in the hope of sorrow bends me over and mops my r 5 1
apron strings You know nothing of the world beyo Yet temerity is your passion as yo You judge me by a philosophy gaine I don’t demand respect or need it You treat me as a fool, my feeling 4 1
pale comfort pale comfort you drip from my eyes sweat from my nightmares cradle me in dark fire appeasing the shivers 1
bright and loud Disruption, the art of interceptio Distraction, the art of interactio Delusion, the art of imagination, Devolution, the art of immaturity, 1 1
one poem from four ( hurt ) how could I have let this happen t I’ve fallen into the trap I’ve la I gave too much of my heart and mi and got nothing of much in return useless emotions that cloud my eye 1
tonight my mouth Tonight I ran my mouth away Its rabid dogs, the leash strainin Saliva rippled pools akin to acid, Words with the lust of a vampires Tonight I ran my mouth away 1 1
hard medicine Honourable deeds are a thing of the past remorse just a world dreamt in a flash morphine for tears 1 2
my happiness doesn't come cheap here I stand watching the days go a restless head wondering about ev I hear your voice it sounds like a and I’m well schooled in knowing t a change in her mood tells me its 1
music floats under your closed door loud music floats under your close that’s when I realise your more th that’s when I realise you want to its a dads prerogative to be a cat down stairs I go to the kitchen cu 2
sunny light that smile you toss my way it leaks a loving splendour, like a fine rainfall of crystal I’d stand here forever to be drown piercing hazel eyes 6 2