(2013)
the four d's that ask and answer a myriad of questions
you doubt your skills your magic causes burns electric verse parades a glee self assurance has faltered thee you doubt your talent
I live my life in darkness I’m the shadows murky trail The ebony plumes of a minstrels so… That tells a sadness of bygone day… I’m the obsidian stain of the nigh…
so... here’s the thing you flit word to word in the doorways shades and paralle… the absurd
down the dark hallway dull light through it glimmers, pure, an ebony smoke plumes fume into forms and shapes, a spinning mass of fear
I met a girl and her name was a fl… that burned under my skin mixing f… and each time she came in my room she took me to pieces and put me b… and I don’t know where she is now
as my thoughts thaw and my mind comes alive, alone in its brevity Its tattered disguise, I feel the darkness call
that floating lift, that marshmall… one pill and a day to a dosage on… its that certain kind of madness t… a toss of a bung away kink which c… you spoil yourself and all’s ok in…
your love was a driving force it was a blind thing that kept my… kept my stride perfect and wide co… and my heart awash with stringent… but lately as the pace endures
gone are the days of conversation erudite chats of things that confu… spanners thrown into confabulation tirades minus words just bemuse its a sad sorry state of affairs
Concrete, granite, stone and steel Broken like a pit ponies comfort,… Jealous thoughts reside then repea… The token aloof hearts not explain… Mining of the souls a dark delight
there’s nothing thrown so worse than to think yourself a fine grad… only to grip at a point in a later… your way off, the ticks were weigh… looking back down the oval centuri…
If I sink down to the end of this… And my toes touch perditions skin Who will save me as I have saved… Who’s love shall espy and reel me… If I fall down to the bottoms can…
you don’t understand what its like… for twelve long years I’ve lived a… I’ve watched you laugh, sip and gu… all the while I was craving, alway… my heightened sense of smell kicks…
and into my heaven drifts your lonely pen you sketched me a sky and I’m here, I’m there shapes and outlines
take a walk with me past these flowers on show and I will let you in I will let you love me past the gate to that place