seamlessly
I sink back into its black embrace so seamlessly
through the fog, the misted flecks of light from where it came,
trapped in its world, without hope, fate or surrender
negative energy pulses through my core, my veins, keeping me warm and alive,
this dead sea has me adrift a furtive snap of thought
as a flitting rivulet moth, dancing above an intense ocean of emotive stone,
I don’t even have to try anymore, I have no fight left anyway
how can you defeat a blackness that remains unseen, yet posses perfect and true hold,
an aviators error of judgement on a clear day
I can’t steer or land, the compass points to nowhere,
this plane is a derelict memory of childhood
this dimension, a prison of my own making,
slapped by the welcoming outstretched hand
the duplicity of an authoritative voice trickles and lures,
it stains love in a way that’s tantamount to ripping flesh from the faces of the meek
as you ride on the back of the blood that sits in your caffeine stream,
you sought me out with gracious wiles and veiled precision
conveying a festering dark cloud of electrically charged hope,
it rained an abusive, butane explosion, that drew the breath from my lungs
and for all intents and purposes, I was lost, I was yours,
it proved to me with the compunction of a heat seeker
the old adage was erroneous and terribly flawed and wrong,
what doesn’t kill you only makes you weaker
it will finish you off as soon as its gathered its thoughts,
this docile crank of intimacy turns
the fury burns as the barons monster is thrust into the limelight,
cut lose to stand up for all that he could never achieve
and to be grateful for the privilege of failure,
such a diabolical sadness that inflicts its sickness
a trail of spider webs that pursue the length of my cold dismay,
you gave me nothing but a barbed smattering of happiness
overshadowed by your yearn for me to respect your venom,
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