unfortunate fate
I thought of you today,
But not as dearly, If I may say.
You evidentally became a thought
Rather than a dream.
So sad, it may seem
But I know that you could never bring,
Bring what I most value.
Happiness, you could never make me feel as I should, but rather what I let you think I feel.
I’ve learned to focuse on the way I make you feel, without you feeling me.
But you will never know me, or my desires.
You could never fulfill them, as I have fulfilled yours.
You could never bring this to me.
You will never allow yourself to see,
The pain that you’ve brought upon me
In spite of your business I hope I still bring you happines, maybe one day you’ll appreciate, that I could never hate
But unfortunately it’s not fate.
(2015)
