If it wasn’t for my girl and my mother

I’d want a new life to discover

I don’t know makes me happy but I know what keeps me moving

I don’t feel at ease,  but searching for something soothing

Things I used to love I hate now

I suppose that’s the sign I’m no longer a child

I want to destroy my ego

can’t bear to be wild

Where will my friends be a few years from now

Didn’t know them a few years ago but they make me smile

I wish everyone I ever did wrong the best

Thinking of the pain i caused makes  pain in my chest

I wish them all to shine, back then i wasnt thinkin about them

i was only thinkin about mine

ya’ll wonderful, you really are, you got great things ahead you can go really far

sorry for if I ever let you down

Just be happy things worked out the way they did and that I’m not around

who I was then wasn’t fit for anyone

Used to live in night time now i finally see the sun