(2013)
I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…
Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us
I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,
I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.