I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt