I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,