I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

Someone’s teaching me to give up. It’s like unrequited love, But we’ll break up in the end. I’m showing myself to give up When I see how I fall asleep in c…

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.