You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…