It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,