When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me
Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me
I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,