I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me
The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,
Smile your baby smile and please l… I know I love you, but haven’t yo… Twinkle and shine and don’t ever c… You warm me like a fox in a fox’s… Light of my life and you gave me t…
The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,
You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that
I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.
The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it