She loved him.

Let that sink in.

She felt deep love for him.

She sat home, awaiting the hurt that already crept to her

Knowing he was having fun.

Knowing she was alone at home.

The deep pain that made her beg for healing attention

The loneliness and urge to get lost in the trip of a small white cube of paper

They had dreams for her.

Expectations.

You think you’re sane until someone makes you feel like the things that

They do to hurt you make them feel worthless.

How do you comfort someone who youre trying to punish for hurting you

How do you love someone who drives you insane

So shed love and then hurt and try to punish, but knowing the

Punishment would hurt her loved one kept it inside.

So shed love and hurt and keep it down.

And love and hurt and keep it down.

Until she didnt love just hurt and couldnt keep it down.