My Messenger Arrived & Since then, Hawks everywhere I go...
Something exciting was about to happen I could feel it like energy running all through my body
Do you live inside my head steal my thoughts? how do you know everything I need?
This wonderful feeling you’ve left me with I’m a stranger to this comfort Yet I miss you,
Love me for me for what you see in my eyes for who I am, for what I know and for what I don’t know accept me as I am
How many are not worthy of the beauty disposable beings some lifeless soul drives by me
Pure light sprayed upon them like heaven skies “Are you an Angel?” hold onto me and I will show you the world
The darkness creeps inside me like tiny ripples in the sea slowly tearing
Spinning... my stomach was turning laps like some careful swimmers waves flowed over my face trying to swallow I used my arm to shove them away
Never thought I could feel this what you do to me what you’ve done to me Turned my world upside down
Your diluting how I feel All these questions all this applied distance
This morning I’ve woke awoke with almost
Darkness surrounded me and I felt nothing and that was the reality everything was moving around me and none of it mattered
The sand felt like ice cream On my naked toes The water splashed My brown legs With vicious, furious force
Why is it I even question these t… something about you and I intend t… it’s easier when we sabotage then the only feeling is pain & hu… no waiting unexpectedly having it…
Sometimes I feel the words being driven out of me