What we can’t have... Addiction... Self Control... Games... Choice...
I was running To catch the horse In the snow From the bus I jumped into
I felt a hand squeeze me tight then I saw your eyes they glistened in the summer sun I remember the way you looked the way you smiled
No satisfaction never solace in the midnight air walking I’ve lost
I need to sleep I need your bed My bed? Hurts my back Wrenching pain?
Strange... newness Just when you think That you have everything That you have it all A stranger walks in
You know realizing that I’m so beyond or maybe that I think I am beyond is the problem... I don’t really know, because I’m living it, so relax... I’m going to figure it out... I hope......
I see you, I see through you you’re scared - I understand you float above the ground afraid if you touched you might feel again and
And the river gates flooded open like a damn that had finally been let down I was down open, could I be touched
OHHHH!!! I’m so past this girl caring I’m in this limbo
I am a girl... I’m going to be weak I’m going to have emotion I’m real I don’t pretend
Why is it I even question these t… something about you and I intend t… it’s easier when we sabotage then the only feeling is pain & hu… no waiting unexpectedly having it…
When I asked him If he could or would ever love, substance he replied I don’t know
Even though I know I probably won’t Be able To read That... tomorrow...
I have an answer for the liquid spills