(2015)
Beyond my smile, underneath the su… Is the feeling of isolation, drawi… Until I become a fragment of myse… It would be nice to not be It would be nice to not see
So deep in love I thought I was; it mirrored tortured Hell. Easily I lead astray but still again, I fell. Forgive me if I hold my cards,
You are hurting my heart although, it’s not yours to break The feelings that I’m having are so surreal, are they fake? I have invested my emotions
I don’t want to be vulnerable I don’t want to be weak I try to talk but I just can’t sp… I’ll shrug it off as a bad day, tw… But the days become months and the…
Missed birthdays Missed goodbyes Misunderstandings Half truths and white lies Misremembering
Can we not exchange pleasantries, without your condescending ways? And when you belittle, it stays with me for days. Your abruptness bruises
You’re nothing but a stranger A ghost of the past Haunting me with your existence I never succumbed to your will I always fought
I look at you but you’re not there All I see is a vacant stare The words you speak, make no sense I hate to see you going through th… I try to hug you but you won’t hol…
Discontent and sorrow Never see tomorrow Time is all we borrow When your words are hollow
I am a thousand pieces of broken g… Some parts have worn away over tim… Some parts are missing entirely I will never be a beautiful mosaic Submerged by the waves of emotion
When I think of you my cheeks embrace a warm smile; mi… of tremorous thought. You’re an abundance of divinity, and everything I once sought.
I hate it how she took my place, sitting next to you. I’m no longer the smile upon your… after all that we’ve been through. It’s been so long yet it still hur…
Through gritted teeth; hidden grie… The chaos that lies underneath Muffled breath, the mind unrest Perpetual unhappiness
I’ll never forget your loving face Your bounding leaps and true ungra… The fluffiness behind your ears I can’t believe it’s been a year The way that you’d sit on our laps
Your body plays host to a parasite While your mind is lost in the pas… I can hear you now in my memories But how long are they going to las… And how is it that you can be